Father says

Idhoda beauty yenna teriyuma? 

Parting from Life: Part One

Death is not the end, it's just the continuation of the journey of a soul into a new body, as an evolved soul....

God is waiting to embrace your father's soul and give him a new life, a better life, God bless his soul and may his soul rest in peace always 😢. My baby I know your loss which can never be overcome, the moments that you spent with your father will always be there in your heart, the sacrifices he did were always fruitful, they have helped you and your brother to shape you... you both have been wonderful kids and have done whatever that was possible to keep him happy when he was with you....he has lived a beautiful life with the most beautiful woman on this earth...has satisfied all the human desires by having such wonderful kids and also had the experience of spending beautiful moments with his grandson ....he has given his best in whatever form that was possible from him to you people...

Jaan your mother needs you and your brother, stand strong and support your mother...may God give you all the strength to move forward....I love you and I am always around, please never ever think that you have not given him enough happiness... remember you have always tried and done your best, your father was always proud of you and God is always proud of you.

I love you jaan, apna aur apne logon ka khayal rakhna.

This is note from my dear dad (yourger than me) when my biological father passed away. 

In a way, heart is at peace knowing that father would have met God. I hope and pray that his onward journey would be blessed with love, health and peace. 

Life is Beautiful 💜

Dear God, 

I love you. 

A lot of beautiful things happened today.

Mom shared a beautiful quote that she read on her mobile phone... Being a good person and expecting others not to deceive you is similar to being a vegetarian and expecting the lion not to eat you. 

Ruskin Bond and Dan William 

My google search on the topic of how to improve physical strength and stamina 

Vandana's letter 

Listening to pick up limes video 

Subscribing to headspace 

dear God

Dear God, please guide me in the path of righteousness. I need your blessings. 

Please fill my mind with kind and beautiful thoughts. 

Please help me move ahead in life. I want to see what's ahead :) I want to embrace the future with grace. 

I'm very happy that you have blessed me with this beautiful human experience. I love and cherish life :) 

Hurray !!! at peace

Dear God, I love you 💜 

Thank you so much for your blessings and guidance. Finally, I've moved on. Hurray!!!! It's such a relief! Good riddance that you made him leave me. La la la la laa... 

Pain

Dear God, 

This is such a painful situation. I feel like someone is stabbing my chest with fifty thousand knives. To sleep in tears and wake up in tears with same thoughts is so painful. 

My heart is reluctant to move to the next stage. It's adamant and doesn't want to leave irrespective of how beautiful you have kept the future. 

sad

Dear God, I'm quite sad. 

Grrr... It's so upsetting when the people in our life don't stand up to what they say. I'm on one such cross road now. 

Maybe it's time to face the reality. Such a draining emotion...